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summer is boring i have no muhla to go anywhere
and like yeah
like for the one yr i did a painting buh it sucks
ahaha well i think it does
and like yeahhhhhhhhh compare and contrast the b4 and after pic
 
the 2nd one is when i first finished the painting the 1st one is when i went back and tried to fixed it
ahahah umm i know i suck at this buh practice makes perfect right??
so like this summer i have been takin anatomy and i failed 3 tests
ahahah im so0o0 bad
i been tryinnnn to study and stuff buh it doesnt work for meh
iono why buh b4 i was not jealous and now im jealous
why is that?? i mean i trust my bf buh trthem girls r makin meh jealous
i mean i trust him not to do anythign buh i dont trust them i mean i cant control them girls
yeah life is good for now
buh i dont want myle to leave bc then all the pressure to be perfect is going to be put on me
im ganna have alot of stress and a bunch of white Hairs
that would so0o0 suck since white hairs is a genetic thing for my mom side of the famliyyyyy
ahhh and guys dude effin keep on flirtin wit meh wtf??
i mean i already got someone and i just wanna concentrate on me and my life
not on any person who would just disappear after some days of hangin wit meh
and even though they dont dissappear i dont give a SHIT bc i already have what i want
and still gettin and tryin to my goals i mean friends come and go but sometimes you have to do what you have TO
and i have been going out and that makes meh broke ass hell
i have nothinggggggggg which pisses meh off
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| Soo0o0 i spent two days workin on my present for my ONE YR with the bf
it took meh 4 ever buh i needa to work on my skilllsss a bit moreee
my skillsssss r Lackinnnnn
its not that good buh good enoughhhh
o man i think i should work on it some more
it loooks Fudglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
my head loooks superrrr huge
AND I LOOK SO WHITEEEEEE
i used Acrylic paint black and white
i wondar how much oil paint costs??
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| So today is friday i just got home from doing stinky feet
and i been dreaming about my love =D
yesterday
my sister my bro my love and i went to eat sushi
we had a good time
buh lee didnt wanted to go bc he was like"i dont wnat her to pay" etc
so i was like begging him go to with meh
and like finally he gave in hehehehhe
he folded meh a paper tulip My favorite flower
he told meh not to forget to get it buh i alwasy do forget
i was thinking of getting it fromhis house when he's in bed sleepin
like a cute little baby =D
he made meh two flowers =D
so im here waiting for him to call meh
im missing him so muchhhhhhhh
i really love him =)
im so attached to him
i dream about him
i daydream about him
my favorite subject is LEEBRIAN
la la la la
la la la la la la la
la la
la la la la la la
i MISS HIM
dudeeeeeeeeeee
anatomyyyy i got to actually studyyyyyyyyyy
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| So like my sister is ganna move to indiana MAN i wanna go 2
buh o well
ahahahaha It might be funnnn over there
she movin to go to school over thereeeee
So likethe other day it was my 11 months with the BF yayyyyyyyyy =)
and like yeahhhh iono
i FInallly got my contacts in BUT like i wanted avcue colors
BUH i couldnt get them bc like
the doc only wrote dont freshlooks for meh
so i got to go to the doc again to get anotherrrrr prescriptionnnnnn
HOW LAME
IM taking a work out class yay mehhhh called PILATES
im workin on tineing my muffin top into a flatt tummy
ahahahahahah
i might take art class like next semesterrr i havent decided or dance class
=) i wanna take acting might be fun
buh isuck at memorizingggg
i studder on my words if i dont know how to say it
o yessssssss im doing a black and white paintinggggggg 4 the one yrrr
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| Today was my english fianl
but my professor didnt want to give an exam so my exam was my 7 page report
ahhhh my final ish lateeeeeee
efferrrrrr
im so dizzzy and stuff tiredddddddd
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